Enter into my own World

2010-12-27T21:23:00.001+08:00

1 year 70 days
170 post
27 Dec 2010

It's time to said goodbye to 2010 (4 more days) Other boring day for me again. I had finally decide that i will give up hope on her since my friend had start to woo her. Hope they will get a good ending

take care

2010-12-26T19:46:00.002+08:00

1 year 69 days
169 post

26 Dec 2010

OMG ... What should i do now ? I serious got a bad feeling . I do not where to start. I don't want to make the problem become worst.

Ok ... ... I shall start the story from there. On my friend event , that gal had attract my attention as she look like my "dream gal"(ex-gf).But i don't know that my friend had start to woo her. So i just dun want to be the third party and also dun wan to destroy this friendship. I will not mention the name.

Take care

2010-12-25T15:48:00.004+08:00

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1 year 68 days.

Hi All
First, I wish all of us Merry Christmas. I had just complete my year 2.2 (term A) subject, but i had one subject need to resubmission meaning that i just get only D grade for that subject. Now I having 2 weeks term break. Will be back to school on Jan 3 2011. Hopefully that i can get a better grade in my term B.

Update :
I went to KTV with my ITE friends. I feel a bit bad that i did not play bowling with them as i went to meet my friends before meeting them. We take a lot of random photo haha ...

My New Year Wish
1. Hopefully, i can make it thought next sem
2. Hope i had a strong friendship (having some problem with my friends)
3. Get a good camera
4. Get PS3

Went out with Jason and Kelvin again to marine bay sands but the rain trap us about 1 hour . Once again we take alot random photo haha
Some personally Feeling :

Last few days, i not in a good mood because i was under pressure due to all my assignment and term test. I do not think that i had done well in my term test so alot of hard work to do next year (haha). I almost make my friend's as my ex-gf yesterday. She almost look alike (haha). I shall no comment anything there ...

I shall not think my past now as i still got a lot of thing / task to complete by 2011 or 2012

Take care
Bye
Sign off

2010-12-03T22:12:00.003+08:00

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1 year 60 days

Hi
I had been long time that i did not update my blog. Sorry to all as i promise that i will upload the photo. I was very busy on my assignment and also my term test. ole my term break is coming soon ... hehehe ....OMG i might fall in love with someone.

update : a few days ago , i know a girl from facebook and had already to friend with her. I do not know how to tell her that i like her . so the only way i can do is just post my feeling on blog.

Not matter how tried i am when i saw her photo on the facebook , it bright up my mood. i had already ask her will i have a chance ? She reply me no ...At the moment , i will sad and emo. but at least we still friend . i planning to make a flash player tell her what is feeling toward but scare she will reject.

Abit tried now ... will update more next time byebye.

2010-11-15T20:20:00.002+08:00

1 Year 42 days
166 post

update about the life now. I currently busy on my assignment. I had a fun day yesterday and had take a lot of photo. I will upload when i free.

2010-11-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

1 year 29 days
165 post

This school term , i got alot of project. One submitting is on week 3 which is just 10 % of my overall mark. start to keep on going. I almost reach my dream / goal .

I will busy on project so might not have time to update my blog. Take care

2010-10-27T22:07:00.003+08:00

1 year 23 days
164 post

I starting to feel that i had been left out by my class. I getting more and more stress now. I do not know whether i can cope with it or not. I not really like my group. No choice.

I really need to release my stress but i do not how. Hope i will not get depression.

2010-10-25T22:43:00.004+08:00

1 Year 21 days
163 post

Today is a band new semester of my poly life (2.2). Need to work extra hard in the semester. feeling that i had been left out by my classmate. No one wanted to group with me sad right.

wanted to buy a new camera ?
P.S -> any suggestion ????

2010-10-18T20:45:00.002+08:00

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Hi
I was very busy on working. 1 more week school reopen . must quick think abt what path which i go.
ok i will think first then make a decision soon

2010-09-30T12:12:00.003+08:00

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It had been a month that i did not update my blog. There are some reason 1. Examination , 2. Tried and lazy to update and 3. nothing to write / update.
I finally have my iphone 4 which costs my about near $500 ++ . I had order from singtel on 31 aug 10 but the stock came on 13 sep 10. It take 3 week to come . Sigh ... they taking the own sweet time to process my order. Next thing i want to said is i had pass my semester test. so now i left 1.5 yr to get my diploma. For the last few weeks, after taking my examination i very worried that i can not make it if i cannot make it , i dun noe how to face my parents.
Now, i will start planning my dream and goal. hopefully i can complete within 1.5 yr.
Take care

2010-08-30T23:12:00.003+08:00

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Hi
Today i went to back ITE Simei to see my higher Nitec teacher. And i had a wonderful day at there
Below is some of the photo taken

2010-08-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

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Hi All
Nothing much to update. Just another boring day for me. Went out to PS a while. It time to study for my sem test

2010-08-20T18:02:00.001+08:00

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hi
Today, is other boring day for me. Nothing to said on my blog. Just wanted to update my blog.

2010-08-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

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Hi
Should i follow my heart ? tell her that i like her . boring at home. happy that man utd had a good start with a win vs newcastle.

2010-08-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

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Today , no school for me so bore at home . Still worry about losing of the key. i still decide whether to quit the job or not .
Other thing , i need to decide whether should i tell her that i like her .

2010-08-15T23:28:00.001+08:00

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Hi all
Sad day for me .. i had lost key meaning my office service key. Dunnoe hw much i do pay.

2010-08-13T13:23:00.002+08:00

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Hi all
Today , it is the last assignment to be hand in . after that it is a "holiday" for me haha...
need to prepared to sem test haha...

2010-08-03T23:20:00.002+08:00

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Today , i had a wonderful time with my parents. Having dinner at crystal jade at Causeway Point. I planning to change my hp to iphone 4 but now not stock so need to wait.

2010-07-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

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Today, i had a lot of thing to said. This few days, i think i had a depression and lost of confidence. I had try hard to make my code work but end up is a failure. It means that i had to take sup paper for gadv. My cmsk 4 teacher also very worry about me. why i said so as she saw my look not good.
My gadv teacher said that i still can pass but i need better in my sup paper. I had consider to quit school after knowing that my code suck.

Now , i had rethink about my what type of life i want. Will i continue this road or just quit and change other road ?

PS : Going to change HP . Which one is better : black Berry or IPhone4 ???

2010-07-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

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Hi
Today, i went out with my ite friends. I had spent $20 on arcade center. I had never too much on this lol. But i feel happy after that as i had not enjoy my days already.
Now , i will start on my assignment ...

2010-07-15T22:38:00.002+08:00

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i screw my c# lab test today ... still no mood do my assignment lol ...

2010-07-13T20:33:00.002+08:00

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Hi
Now , i getting more stress and pressure . who can i talk to .... the only way that i can do is to write my feeling on my blog lol ...
As next few week , i need to hand in alot of assignment .... stress,stress and stress ...

2010-07-12T22:48:00.002+08:00

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Hi
I was quite busy on my assignment. I keep think a negative thought, for example planning to quit school. As it will more and more stress and pressure. Wanted to talk to someone but no one is free to listen to me

2010-07-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

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I feeling a bit disappointed as i fail one of the subject by 1.5 mark ..... So angry, in the other hand i had pass other test.
I do not know i had a good future or not ...It seems that my dream are still very far away from me.
planning to shift my blog .... I will tell u all when i going to change .
Best Regards
ChoonLeong

2010-06-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

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Hi
I spent my whole term break doing my assignment. Now , i donot know whether i did well in all the assignment or not but at least i had try my best.
I seriously hope that i can enter modeling next sem. This few week , i was so tried try hard to complete all the assignment.

2010-06-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

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Hi
I had not been update my blog for a long as i was busy doing project. Haha ... Other reason maybe see soccer haha ... world cup ...
Please support England

2010-05-20T20:24:00.001+08:00

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Hi .... Busy this few days as alot of submitting so no time to update .

2010-05-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

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Hi
143 post
This fews days, busy on project.i am fine
thank you

2010-04-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

hi
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this is my 142 post.
today is my birthday (26TH). Getting older lol ... Thank you for those wishing me. haha.. every year my birthday is also the same haha...

2010-04-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

hi
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This is my 141 post. Few mins left to my birthday. Currently only 8 ppl wish me happy birthday. i will see how is my true friends in few mins time ... keke..

Going to see iron man 2 next mon i think haha ....
ok
tmr i will update my post again
bye bye

2010-04-17T23:23:00.003+08:00

Hi
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This is my 140 post. I do not whether got people see my blog or not ... Hope have
First , i had to thank to all Freshish from C260. I was very enjoy the 3 days with you all. I might not done a good job as it is my first time to be an OL . It is a good experience for me.
Second , I had to thank my ITE buddy for celebrate my early birthday but i still did not get my present :( hehe
Last but not least , All IITSC memeber you all have done a good job despite not get an rewards . Next week , IIT will win .

2010-04-12T14:00:00.002+08:00

Hi
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This is my 139 post. This is my last week of holiday. Next week, school reopen . i finally make it to yr 2 of my study . and this week i will be very busy lor ... wed to fri .. wk 0 camp in school ... maybe sat go kbox with my ITE buddy ... so many to do this week... Hope you all also enjoy it
bye

2010-04-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hi
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Today, This post is the thank all my ITE friends for celebrate my early birthday. Hope to see u again soon ...
Now , See how many of my TP friends will celebrate my birthday with me ...

2010-04-09T22:09:00.001+08:00

Hi
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Hi ... Ole tmr i will meet all my ite Buddy at ECP for BBQ ... Cannot waiting for it hahaha ...
Week 0 coming soon ... hope IIT will win in week 0 ...

2010-04-06T11:32:00.003+08:00

Hi
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Hi, Good Morning .... 22 more days to my birthday. I wondering how many people actually know my birthday.I will wait and see .

2010-03-30T12:05:00.001+08:00

Hi
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Having Fun . yday with my classmate at sentosa Thank you guy for coming.

2010-03-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

Hi
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Finally, Holiday had started.First thing i happy with my results. But still got one subject fail. Overall not bad .Now, i will focus on my work . Chiong to earn more money during this term break.

After OLTC, i had start to miss the camp now. OMG = Oh My God , i start to fall in love with someone , M******* .
But i dun even know her how it is impossible to be together. Other LOVE trap .

Will Miracle happened ???

Take Care

2010-03-12T11:25:00.002+08:00

Hi
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Finally, everything is over ... not test, no project ... How did you all spent your day for the last 3 days ? For me , i had been in school for a OLTC camp.

Day One
Playing ice breaking , Wet station game and Night walk
For the night walk i did not complete as i not feel well .

Day Two
amazing race and Night performance.
It is quite fun during the amazing. I had enjoy it :)

Day Three
Treasure Hunt and Final Showdown
It need alot of run during Treasure Hunt as we need to hunt programmer haha ... For final showdown due to manpower we had lost

But overall , it is quite fun camp <3

2010-03-01T22:07:00.001+08:00

Hi
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Finally , all test n project are over.It is the time to enjoy.Not much thing to told about .

2010-02-15T18:13:00.002+08:00

Hi All
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First, I had to wish all of you Happy new year.Sorry, not to update my blog as i was busy with my school work.At leas now, having a short break. still got a exam coming.

What is my new year ??

Same as b4

1. having a good result in my studying
2. Find a girlfriend

actually , i had someone in mind but knowing that it is impossible lor ...
take care
bye

2010-01-26T22:37:00.003+08:00

Hi All
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i had been long time did not write blog already .. busy on project and test so not time to blog Recently ,i had brought an ipod touch haha ..

Number 1 : Hope to get better GPA
Number 2 : To make more friend
Number 3 : To buy itouch (done)
Number 4 : To buy PS 3
Number 5 : To find a girlfriend
Number 6 : To Buy Man Utd T-shirt
Number 7 : Happy every day

2010-01-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hi All
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Sorry not update my blog as i was busy on my project. serious i dun not know whether i can get better result or not ? hope so ...
starting to like someone that i know on facebook ... haha ...

2010-01-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

hi all
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Having fun in last day of the open house.All the ppl are so awesome ... (IISC) really enjoy it ...
Thank all the main com .they have put in all of effect to make this event success . Once again , thank you main com

2010-01-08T21:02:00.003+08:00

Hi All
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Today it is second day of the open house.I had no voice to told now.Still one more day to go ... haha ..

2010-01-07T23:03:00.001+08:00

Hi All
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Today is poly open house. Feeling tried lol ... Starting to do all my project.

2010-01-05T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hi All
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This few days, i dun feeling well.Ya ... This week i will been busy on poly open house which held on 7/1 to 9/1 ...

Number 1 : Hope to get better GPA
Number 2 : To make more friend
Number 3 : To buy itouch, PS 3
Number 4 : To find a girlfriend
Number 5 : To Buy Man Utd T-shirt
Number 6 : Happy every day

The rest of the wish i had not think yet .

2010-01-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hi All
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Happy new year to all ppl. This is the first post in the year 2010. Spending the last day of 2009 at MS .See firework haha ....

I had to said good to year 2009 n welcome 2010 .Hope this is a wonderful year ahead.

2010-01-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hi All
Happy new year to all ppl. This is the first post in the year 2010.

2009-12-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hi All
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Boring day ... Going to school.First i think is open house training but end up like a one day camp lol ... sian lol

2009-12-29T23:29:00.003+08:00

Hi All
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School Start already two days. It seems that time pass so fast. Today, i got IITSC Sub comm meeting.Just before she leave the Lec Room, i had see bye bye to her but she take few sec lag before reply me lor. I think i starting to lost feeling to her . Do not know whether it a good thing or not.

Feeling Time
This is time to said bye bye to the person that i like much. Bye Bye My Dream Gal. Hope that u can find for MR RIGHT one day .

2009-12-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hi All
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It had been long time , i did not write blog as i was very on my project and enjoy my holiday.
This few days i gt watch Avatar. This is a nice and touching story.Hope you all got enjoy your holiday.Spent my christmas at my friend's BBQ. That day, we gt see Alvin the chipmunks 2.Fun and enjoy movie .

2009-12-16T13:31:00.002+08:00

Hi All
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Sunny Day
Finally , i got time to write blog.This few day i was busy play W3k online game haha
Sunday, see Storm warrior .The story is a bit boring lol ......

2009-12-10T20:24:00.001+08:00

Hi All
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Sunny Day
Nth to write . Stay at home play W3K.

2009-12-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hi All
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Sunny Day
Finally , all the exam is over . can relax a bit ... Ole ... planing to play play .... haha ...

2009-12-03T21:23:00.001+08:00

Hi All
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Sunny Day
I got back my mark for CDS Business . I manage to get D+ haha.. Now, next week term test haha ...

2009-12-02T16:39:00.002+08:00

Hi All
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Sunny Day
Sorry for not update my for the last few days. As i very busy as i finish my report. Now , i had prepared my CDS test on this coming sat lol

2009-11-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

hi all
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sunny day....

feeling time
someone had already taken my heart now only left my body n soul....

2009-11-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

Hi All
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Sunny Day... today , i purpose to go PC show but end up see movie lol This movie nice lol... But it is just preview of it ..

2009-11-26T21:54:00.003+08:00

Hi All

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Finally, i had done my all the project. Tmr i go to PC show If got time i go n catch a movie lol ...

This photo is take frm google image
http://www.collider.com/wp-content/image-base/Movies/T/Twilight_New_Moon/Movie_Posters/Twilight%20New%20Moon%20teaser%20movie%20poster.jpg

2009-11-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

Hi All

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Sunny Day .Today, go to school so early for CM (address for New Course Manager) told.After i will ok lol ... haha .... Rushing for my OOGP report lol ...

Feeling Time

Finally , i had manage to told to her on MSN lol ... but how long this status will go .

2009-11-22T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hi All

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Sunny Day .
Finally , it is a good day not rain Muhahahaha... Meet all my buddy after work in amk hub.Playing arcade Muhahaha ....

Feeling time
Still feeling sad lor.... hope everthing will be fine soon .... I just wanted to be her friend ....

2009-11-21T21:44:00.003+08:00

Hi All

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Raining Day

Ops wkend again. 2day i did not go work as i need to rush my project but tmr i go to work haha.

feeling time

It had been a long time did not chat with her already.yesterday , i saw her online but she did not reply me dunnoe why ...

2009-11-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hi All

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Raining Day ...
Nth much to said .

Feeling tiime

i just need someone beside me and support me. I like her very much. i still thinking of her.Starting feeling that i n her like a strange now. we dun not even said hi in school lols. feeling sad now

2009-11-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hi All

45.

Raining Day

Today again a boring day .Starting to do all my project report.I did saw her at around 6 plus. But duunoe whether she notice abt it .

Feeling Time

Why i still thinking of you every day. Why "you" keep going to my mind.A lot of question unsolved.This is the feeling or it is just my dream. Why ... You know you are the first gal that i have the "feeling". .Knowing that you have already reject me. But i just should not forget you. Duunoe Why ??? LOVE is blind .

serious duunoe how now ???

2009-11-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

Hi All

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Rainy Day

12/11/09 Thu
Yesterday , i went with my CP (Peter Choy) to take some old game for my CCN Day. Alon, the way,we have a chat.

13/11/09 Fri
Today , went to school in a very low mood.Dunnoe why.But after the lesson,i got an event (CCN) day.We manager to sell some game.Total sale of $280. Haha ....

Feeling time

My metal and emotion finally break down today. I now very very miss someone so much. i had write alot of posting on twitter. hope she will my feeling.

2009-11-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hi All

Sunny Day

40... Sigh ... today, lesson is quite bore .First is IHCI later CarC both lec n tut.In the afternoon is OOGP .OMG , Starting to get use of C++ lol. I try to complete my business report .ok... feel time

still feeling the stress n pressure on me . not matter in studying or personal life style.can any1 tell me how to show sincerely to someone tat i like . haha ...

2009-11-10T21:34:00.001+08:00

Hi All

Sunny Day

39 I saw her 2day ... haha but failed to just said hi lols ... sad ... nth much to said going to start my report.

2009-11-09T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hi All

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Sunny Day

Finally, i had complete the my game design journal haha... now going to start to do my business report ,den OOGP , CMSK3 and CarC ... haha ...

2009-11-08T22:44:00.001+08:00

Hi All

Sunny Day
37 .. nth to update just to said hi n bye

2009-11-06T20:39:00.004+08:00

Hi

Raining Day

35 Ole Finally , i blog had reach 100 posting .... Friday again ... Go to school only 2hr lol.. same as last week fri .. after my lesson go out n eat with my classmate at mac again ... after that went home ... I just hate why ppl must on their mp 3 so loud in the bus ... why ???

feeling

For the last few days, i did not feel so good lol... Just think that something is missing ... A lot of thing to been complete .. like project ... i had a lot of complain just dunnoe where to start ... Starting thinking that i am a useless person now ... a simple task also can not complete lol ... and also think that no one will really care abt me lol.... i just want a normal life ...Hate myself ... hate this society ... all thing in my life is suck... y should i care for ppl but no one care for me ... i show my true feeling toward u all y u all can not do the same back to me ...

This is not a explain ...this is the way i show my anger ...

This is a message to sent to "SOMEONE"
Hope the "SOMEONE" to get angry ... i not try to offend u this is just my feeling ... i just wanted to show my concern for you ... i dun noe whether you got any feeling toward me or not but i had feeling toward you ... but i had said something wrong ... i am very sry ... this feeling had already in my heart for very long time ... SRY SRY ... :(

2009-11-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hi All

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Rainy Day . Raining the whole day already. Not very happy with the traffic 2day.Getting to travel for 1.5 hr.Normal travel only less than 1hr. Today,lesson quite ok ba.That all i wan to said.

2009-11-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hi All
Sunny Day

Not a good day lol . why i said so ? first i dun not my HCI project done well.Second,i start to feel the pressure and stress now. just duunoe where to write my blog ... haha...

2009-11-03T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hi All

Sunny Day

sian lol ... haha ... got alot work to do lol like my cmsk3 draft and cds EBz report ... sian ... now i had no time to waste ... bye guy n gal ...

2009-11-02T19:53:00.004+08:00

Hi All
Rainy Day

31. Staring with a super boring CMSK 3. Wat the hell . CMSK 3 got project lol . This is the report that need to hand in by week 6 . Shit ... dunnoe where to start . After my CMSK 3 lesson . I got 4 hr break , went out to have my lunch with my classmate. Boring after my lunch. today OOGP had a short lec so happy.I become a "bad boy" 2day did not go for CarC lec haha

Feeling time

After all the shit thing happened for last few month.Starting to back to my normal life.But sometime still think of her lol.Maybe i just not her "MR Right" ba . Emoing again and again .what is the my ideal partern ? feelings, character. like someone lol

2009-11-01T18:48:00.007+08:00

Hi All
30...It is a combine of three days posting ... haha ... I will also post some photo in my blog today as i had take 2day in my working place. haha ...
Now Start my post on last

Fri 29/10/09

Fri again ... I hate fri as it is cds day lols only go school for 2 hrs lols. This is my feeling on fri ... After my cds lesson , i going out with my classmate to eat lunch at Mac.As i did not expect to see her 2day . I dun know she got see me or not ba .... or it is the god give me a chance to see her or it is fate ...

Sat 30/10/09
Sigh ... working today ... Below r the photo tat i take .

Sun 1/11/09
Ole Ole .... i got free lunch haha ... it is piazza hahaha .... nice .... Y i had free lunch ???? As my outlet hit target ....

2009-10-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hi All
Sunny Day ...
Dunnoe how to start my report lols.... I had try hard to make myself a wake during lec but i still fall in sleep during one of lec lols ... haha ... ok time to back to work
byebye

2009-10-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hi All
Sunny Day ... Today, i was a very tried day ... A boring ihci , carC and also EBZ all r lec ... starting to doing my iHCI report which due date next week really not time no waste ... 26

2009-10-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hi All
Sunny day ... I had abit interesting with my OOGP... haha ... Today,TP gt an event sad that i cannot go as i got lesson ...starting to doing my searching for my project now ... ok ... take care ...

2009-10-26T21:46:00.001+08:00

Hi All
Sunny Day ... 24 ... Nthing to much to said ... Today , lesson quite boring ... starting with CMSK 3 ... den carc teaching how to repair com den OOGP haha ... this is the first i serious listen to lec haha ... den carC lec is so boring lols ... haha

2009-10-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hi All
Sunny Day ... I fall sick 2day lol ... Unable to work 2day ... feel a bit guilty ... duunoe whether got a lot of ppl or not ... Hope i can work tmr ... Finally the first week of school ended ... haha ... but had to start my busy schedule again lols ha ha alot of feeling is hidding inside my heart ... Just dun wan to scare her away haha.... Tmr is a very important day for man utd fan ... haha y i said so ? because Liverpool vs man utd this match will cost either club title hope haha... just pray hard tat man utd won haha

2009-10-23T21:24:00.003+08:00

Hi All
Sunny day ... the most boring day of the week ... go back only study 2 hr of lesson... sigh... but still feel boring... jealous those ppl has a good relationship lol... god please give me a good relationship ??? all the gal tat i like did not like me y ?first xiqi , second crystal now A**** also why it is i really bad ??? 22

2009-10-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

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Sunny Day
Today is a boring day lols ... Game design quite fun but the Lec (ihci) is boring ... my cds is still quite ok lols .... after that went to iitsc meeting ... sigh ... argh... tmr will be a emo day ... no one company me for lunch ... 21 ... that all i had to said

2009-10-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

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Sunny Day ... 20 ... i was so tried 2day ... i hate myself now ... shit life ... why ... where is my happiness ? tmr other day i had to stay until 7 or 8 plus lols ... as my lesson end at 4 but got a cca meeting at 0630 lols ... starting to hiding my feel toward her lols ... i just should not forgt abt her ...

2009-10-20T22:14:00.002+08:00

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Sunny day ... My friend had been play "kite" with me lol ... purpose his meet me in school @ 10 lols but he overslept ... and i emo in school for 2hrs ... Argh..... Haha finally i had change my CDS lol ... hehe from health care to business haha ... OOPG abit boring lols ... but i will try my best to do well ... I take this chance to thank those ppl who had show care and concern abt me ... Thank you for listening ear ... will try hard to make myself more strong n happy .... Knowing that we can only be friend and i will try to maintain this friendship ... But sometime i still thinking of you ... You are the first gal that my heart beat fast when i saw her and also i like you cheerful character P.S i really dun mind the ur look (dun get angry) u really love someone, you dun need him/her to return anything to you coz its jus love. u will nv noe wad will happen next , u think that u r fat but i dun think so lol ... haha dun get angry my comment haha ....

2009-10-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

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Sunny Day ... Today is a brand new sem ... now still thinking whether to drop my cds or not ... I still got time to think until this fri 6 pm lol ... MUHAHAHAHA .... 18 .... Bye

2009-10-18T23:16:00.002+08:00

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17 days passed ... Sunny Day... School reopen on tmr ... i abit sad ... but overall the holiday is quite ok ... Knowing a lot of ppl ... Tried .... see you bye

2009-10-16T22:32:00.003+08:00

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Sunny Rain ... Went to bank in the morning with my mon as my mon ATM card Spoilt ... After that went out with my ex working friend ... purpose to buy a new bag but end up buy nth lol... haha ... School Reopen soon haha ... I abit scare abt next sem ... hope next sem i can do well ...

2009-10-15T22:07:00.001+08:00

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Rainy Day ... i had check my timetable knowing that my table time are all packed lol ... shit ... 2 week passed ... Starting to back to my own world ... hope i can find my dream gal soon ...

2009-10-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

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Sunny Day
13 days passed ... haha ... I shall let go ... Since she did not want to go in relationship so let it be ba ... All back to square one ... School reopen soon ... nthing to write lol ...

2009-10-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

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Sunny Day ... Today went back to school ... This is purpose to have a surprise birthday party but end up a simple birthday party... Overall , this is still an enjoyable day lol ... 12 days passes... I had already 2 days did not chat with her ... it is just dun have any topic to chat with ...

2009-10-12T22:44:00.007+08:00

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Rainy Day ... Today, went out with Poly friend to watch Surrogate ... This is a nice and cool movie ... school reopen soon haha left 6 more days ... Now i only worry abt how to get a good result in next sem ... 11 days passed ... Starting to lost a bit interest in her ... Sigh ... still feel sad lol ... haha ...Must be positive now ... Just duunoe how to express my feeling ... I really like her ... Maybe this is a trap (love Trap) ... This is my second time,i drop into this trap ... Last time is about sec days ba ... Tolding abt her (second). When i saw her ... my heart beats very fast ... this is the feeling that i dunnoe have for a very long time ...

Que : Why i like her so much ?
Ans : i really dunnoe the answer ... or maybe her character ba ...

This is fate or chance ...

I will pray hard and just hope god to give my courage to continue my life.This two months i really live in hell ...

2009-10-11T18:43:00.005+08:00

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I was very busy working this weekend lol... Yesterday , i had take some photo of Doraemon ... later part i will upload all the photo in my blog ... 10 days passed ... My mind still keep think of her lol .... Just duunoe why ... Seriously i would like to enter her world ...

2009-10-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

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Sunny Day ... Ole working again ... 8 days passed ... Starting to forgot abt her ... During the work place , i almost broke the key ... haha as i was doing servicing luck... nothing much too said lol ....

2009-10-08T18:40:00.004+08:00

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Rainy day ... I working today ... haha ... 7 days passed ... O I think it is time for to find other person (gt someone in mind) lol...not happy 2day ... At my work place , i saw a child wearing school uniform ...i tell the child to leave as u can not enter arcade wearing school uniform ... but the child's parents did not feel happy ... She show my her attitude to me ... wat the hack ... i just follow the rule lol ... just for nothing ... my mood been destroy lol ...In the other hand, i think that i should move on with life lol ...Now , the most important thing to do is complete my diploma. Bye bye ~~ to (Someone)... Maybe alone is more suitable for me ba ... or maybe not one understand me lol ... To find a simple gal n a simple life is so hard ... sometime i think life is so s*** lol... Sick of life ... now feeling a bit tried ... wondering how many ppl will really care of me not including family ..... now i really enjoy writing blog ... this is only way that i can show my emotion and feeling lol ...

2009-10-07T19:34:00.003+08:00

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Sunny day... Today,went out with my sec school friend to cause way point ... ... I finally find back abit of my old days ... after hearing my friend story ... finally decide that i had to work hard to complete my studying lol ... ... Today , it is the 6th day ... But still cannot forgot abt her ... ... Knowing that she got a project to complete ... feel heart pain lol ... cannot be on her side lol ... i just can only show my concern for her lol and support her lol ...

2009-10-06T11:02:00.006+08:00

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Cloudy day...Today, other day w/o a plan ... sigh ... maybe going bugis buy present for my Friend's birthday ... 5 days passed ... still feel a bit pain ... just willing to anything for her ,but not need get any rewards frm her lol... My heart had been stolen by someone ... so now no place for another person ....Just brought the present for my friend ... very x lol nearly $100 lol ... This few days think alot of thing lol... Just feel cold ,alone and sad ... y i always fail...just want to find a simple gal is so hard ... did i really bad ... y reject me ??? i still dun understand ...

2009-10-05T11:48:00.006+08:00

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Cloudy day ... Other day without a plan ... ... I just cut short my hair haha ... 4 days had passed ... ... This holiday , i just like taking a roller coaster ... Got high and low mood ... At the moment, i had suffer on a very very low mood... Yesterday , i watching a soccer match ... ... which end up a lost ... Stupid --------- duunoe what they are playing ... They lost cost they title hope hang on ... --- --- Rocks ... i like them ... Sorry , i just dun wan to said which team ... some of them, may already know which teams, i said ...went out with my parent lol... Watever you do , watever you go , i will always right there waiting for you... Those words are too touching lol ... haha ... i know from one of the song but i forgot the name...If in the world got any medicine that let me forgot all the sad and bad thing , i would to have one ... At first , i am not planning to write my feel on her in my blog ... but dun why end up writing out all my feeling ... i would to keep this as secret so that she will not never know abt it lol... my heart really hurt now ...

2009-10-04T12:18:00.003+08:00

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Sunny day ... This is 3rd days already ... Why i still feel hurt ??? i duunoe why also ... Maybe i really put in my soul in it lol ... or maybe ... I purpose had a outing today but last min cancel.Now i had nothing to do at home right now ... still thinking wan to go out or not ... Try hard ...Went out with my ite friends to bugis ... I propose to buy a present lol ... but end up i did not buy lol
... ... never mind still got time to buy haha ... sigh ... Miss my old days, Miss my old friends , when can i get back my old days ... that i really enjoy it ... Back to my old style over and over again ... maybe i really use to it lol ... alone and emo ... haha ... ya emo ...

2009-10-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

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Just came back from working ... i Still enjoy working at TKA ... Haha ... This is the second day after i had admit that i like her ... until now , i still do not chat with her yet ... maybe it hurt me alot ba ... but try to recover my old life style ...

2009-10-02T11:23:00.003+08:00

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Left 2 more weeks before school reopen lol ... Hope to get a much better GAP in next sem ... Finally, i had tell her that i like her ... ... i still feel a bit disappoint and sad ... but it ok with me ... at least i did not lost a friend ... First , i need to said sorry to her ... hope yesterday , i did not scare you away ... I just dun want to lie to you when you ask me who the gal is ? all the words in my blog are really true from my heart ... ... Now , i know your answer , i will respect you answer... ... i will not force you ... .... As long as you feel happy , it is ok with me ... ... Love someone is not only must to on your side every moment , as long as i know you are happy ... Hope one day , you can find your happiness ... For the last time ... i had to said ... i really love you and very miss you badly ... Just remember , whatever thing you do i will always support you ... and also i had will keep a place for you in my heart ...Just go and see movie .... the movie is call accident ... Now ,feeling no mood to study ... and think of quit school lol ....